you are the best ever

we meet there 
in front of a different class
looking into your eyes beautiful
graceful and fascinating

a bit of regret in 
Living unmoved 
penetrated the heart soul 

knocking on your heart to call back 
though I know 
it difficult to ensure


I could not control myself 
really cram lust 
inner torment 
embarrassed tongue protruded

blah blah blah

now I know your pain 
I do not know anymore what to do

deliberately ill let you see 
intentionally die so you know
intentionally suffer so you think


I do not know what you think 
about meso contemptible in the eyes of god 
so hypocritical in front of your eyes


sorry it was not enough
but what else 
can I write this 
unfortunately you can not see 
or did not want to see



I'm sorry that is too weak
 small to hurt you